this must be christmas time.

I love getting gifts. Especially the ones I really want.
Apparently so does Luigi


and probably everyone else in the world.



To Lots of Gifts & Family & Food & Booze,

.HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

Proust Questionnaire

Your most marked characteristic?
Probably not having any.

The quality you most like in a man?
The ability to rouse interest in people without saying a word.

The quality you most like in a woman?
The ability to be so over the top but still idolized.

What do you most value in your friends?
Resilience

What is your principle defect?
My constant inner turmoil

What is your favorite occupation?
Moonwatcher

What is your dream of happiness?
I don't know it all yet, but slowly i'm building it.

What to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes?
Being stuck in a mediocre life and not knowing how I got there or when it all happened.

In what country would you like to live?
A country that allows me true freedom from the above answer.

What is your favorite color?
black, crimson, black

What is your favorite flower?
I prefer plants

What is your favorite bird?
Eagle or Meadowlark

Who are your favorite prose writers?
Italo Calvino, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Fitzgerald

Who are your favoite poets?
Victor Hugo, William Shakespeare, Neil Young

Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
this is too easy. Sherlock Holmes

Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?
Juliette

Who are your favorite composers?
Neil Young, Leonard Cohen, Bach, Cat Power

Who are your favorite painters?
Mark Rothko, Henri de Toulouse-lautrec, Mary Cassatt, Giovanni Boldini, Jean-Michel Basquiat, Edouard Manet, John Millais

Who are your heroes in real life?
The ones who don't compromise

What natural gift would you most like to possess?
charm (without overdoing it)

How would you like to die?
I've thought of this many times but i definitely know how i don't want to die. I don't want to become so i'll that I am sick or immobile for a long time before my time finally comes. I want to enjoy life till the very last second. Not die away slowly or in my sleep.

>What is your present state of mind?
Very unclear.

To what faults do you feel most indulgent?
I am very rarely satisfied.

What is your motto?
Be very rarely satisfied.

...with all of my heart

I am so in love right now, well..I am always in love but it's been feeling super intenselately.
I'm not sure why, or I am sure why.
Because he makes me laugh, and smile and laugh harder and smile bigger
and he gives me massages when i'm stressed out
and he saves me the last snickerdoodle cookie cause he knows i love them.
Because he takes me to parties even though he's sick and doesn't feel like going
and he lays with me in bed even though he's sweaty and dirty after his games.
and he kisses me on the nose and he plays with my hair.

Because he tells me he loves me every time we part ways, even if i'm just going to the bathroom.
But mainly because he is in love with me and I with him

:*(

My brother broke my ipod.